Time Flies

So my life feels like it is in turmoil. Divorces and job losses and having to share my children whom I've had the sole attention of for many years.
I am trying to hold on to the thoughts that Esther and Jerry share; trying to find that good feeling that will help me move forward.
It has been a while since I shared myself with others in writing and yet it seems like yesterday. Time moves quicker and quicker these days.
Like so many of you I have reached an impasse. I feel I am stuck in the muck of circular thinking, dwelling on the problem too much, instead of the solution. I must find a source of income and soon. Are you in this place as well? Looking for prosperity where there appears to be none?
A met a couple today who had been fired from AT&T after 30 years of devoted service. Why? The company wishes to avoid paying the benefits they richly deserve. Where do you reach for a good feeling in this moment which is the whole point to Law of Attraction?

The number one best way is to turn your thoughts from the problem by thinking of the things that are going well, even if its the rainbow you saw the morning while you waited with your kid for the school bus.

Can you think of ten amazing things in your life that will bring a good feeling; a feeling of worth; a feeling of being cherished?

I will start :
1) I have 10 years of experience in child rearing
2) I have a published book
3) I have met and become friends with many wonderful people
4) My parents live close and are willing to help me in every way possible
5) I have been admitted to the Master's program at a major university
6) I have been accepted onto the substitute lists at two school districts with two more pending
7) I have been through the first level of Reiki training and know EFT
8) I live on beautiful 11 acres that overlook rolling wooded hills and pastures filled with horses
9) I have food to eat, blankets for warmth and pillow beneath my head
10) I have an amazing man in my life who is there when he can, fixes my stuff and generally keeps me motivated.

There! It's your turn! Share your ten things in the comments below.

Reasons for my Being - the law of attraction

Cracking open Esther and Jerry Hicks new book "The Vortex" was like taking a trip into my grandest deams and knowing that they are only a few thoughts away. As I stand in this point in my life, this time of huge transition I can look out across the whole and see that we all stand in transition. I move from deep lonliness, lost and depressed, not knowing what will become of me and holding tight to the hope and knowing that I will be ok. In that moment I am circling the Vortex. The vortex of my own creation. What Abraham and Esther Hicks calls the vortex of well being. I can touch and feel it before I am whisked away again by thoughts that do not serve me on my path to my dreams.
As Abraham calls it "I am looking over my shoulder" to the turmoil I am struggling to leave behind. Like Lot's wife I risk becoming a pillar of salt, paralyzed by my own fear of what is unknown, grabbing on to what is familiar to me no matter how it may hurt me. Somehow I find security in that. And yet new things can not come into my life, can not come into my reality, unless I make space for them and to make space I must let go of what I know.
And so it goes with the whole of us all. All of Humanity, looking over our shoulders to what "has been done to us" instead of what we "can do" for ourselves. We are grabbing on to the familiar ways of life, because there is the possibility that it will only get worse. But we ignore that possibility that it will get better and better and better.
To that end I Circle my Vortex. To that end I touch my dreams and grab them, holding on if I can, climbing into my vortex of well being, hoping I will take others with me down this path into the unkown to learn this most important thing: the art of allowing.