Reasons for my Being - the law of attraction

Cracking open Esther and Jerry Hicks new book "The Vortex" was like taking a trip into my grandest deams and knowing that they are only a few thoughts away. As I stand in this point in my life, this time of huge transition I can look out across the whole and see that we all stand in transition. I move from deep lonliness, lost and depressed, not knowing what will become of me and holding tight to the hope and knowing that I will be ok. In that moment I am circling the Vortex. The vortex of my own creation. What Abraham and Esther Hicks calls the vortex of well being. I can touch and feel it before I am whisked away again by thoughts that do not serve me on my path to my dreams.
As Abraham calls it "I am looking over my shoulder" to the turmoil I am struggling to leave behind. Like Lot's wife I risk becoming a pillar of salt, paralyzed by my own fear of what is unknown, grabbing on to what is familiar to me no matter how it may hurt me. Somehow I find security in that. And yet new things can not come into my life, can not come into my reality, unless I make space for them and to make space I must let go of what I know.
And so it goes with the whole of us all. All of Humanity, looking over our shoulders to what "has been done to us" instead of what we "can do" for ourselves. We are grabbing on to the familiar ways of life, because there is the possibility that it will only get worse. But we ignore that possibility that it will get better and better and better.
To that end I Circle my Vortex. To that end I touch my dreams and grab them, holding on if I can, climbing into my vortex of well being, hoping I will take others with me down this path into the unkown to learn this most important thing: the art of allowing.